一百个其实

其实

其实

其实

我心里面的其实不断地增加，

但其实我最需要的只是一个其实。

其实我需要一个你。

一个愿意借我你的耳朵的你。

那样，就真的足够了

我今天想说一句话，可是不想带到facebook

所以来了这里，来了这里却没有声音

我每一天都有压力，来自不同方面，你们不知道，我也不想说出来，

这对我没有帮助，我有压力但我不想黑脸对着你们。

我和你们有说有笑，不代表我没有压力，我只是不想表达出来。

因为，我找不到一个说出来的理由。

压力，我自己能够处理得很好。

但，千万不要以为我没有压力

你们没有出来社会做过，接触过，所以请安静一些。

我唯一希望的是，不要超越我的底线。

Steve

02:53AM

PV6 Condo

Miracle

Hey,

I'm going to create miracle soon.

Let's see & watch it out.

Steve

05:11am

PV6 Condo

I have seen too many accidents..

I drove alot since I got my car license.
Still remember I was driving like a gangster on the road previously
Time goes I understand some theory about driving
and now every time I drive I tell myself not to drive over-speed
Unless I'm in urgent.

Now I'm worry.. I'm worry.
It's 2:23am now, I will be driving later alone to penang at about 6am.
will take about 4hours to arrive.
I'm representing my company to attend an automotive event,
It's quite a large event, I'm thinking of catch the opportunity to expand my network

Anyway, I feel something wrong.
Let's image, the event held from 12pm-12am at Saturday & Sunday.
After Sunday 12am, I need to drive back from Penang
I guess I will be freaking tired that time.
I wonder.. haha. I think most of the people knows how danger of one feel sleepy when driving.

LOL !!!!!!
I don't really what feeling I'm having now..
Just sense some danger. Hope got people suddenly call me and keng gai so i can drive slowly.

OMG! I'm serious okay.

Steve
02:27am
Sri Damansara

一个自我的我

最近我都有好多感想，

好多好多的想法想写在这里，

我想告诉全世界的人我的思想，

但是没有那么多的时间..

我相信总有一天 所有人都会听到的思想

黄明志是一个自我的人，

我和他不能相比，我的性格也很自我

我想暂时借用他的歌词来表达我自己

“我有我自己的梦 自己会走 就算再寂寞 请原谅我的冲动 我会好好过，

相信我还是我 我不怕暴雨狂风 将我淹没 毅然往前走 就算旅途再颠簸 我不能回头”

对了，我想说一说一个令我很开心的事情。

今天我向我的工作团体提出了一个增加管理和效率的方案，

所有人都支持实行这方案，

我感觉到少少的满足感。

有点遗憾的是，身边的朋友都不是这个世界的人。

他们应该无法理解。

不过没关系啦

这个星期六将一个人到遥远的槟城去做工，

有点担心呢！

尤其是回KL的路途中，应该会很累。

Steve

03:44AM

PV6 condo

这种感觉有些复杂

这一刻我电脑的时间是6:44AM

我还没有从工作中释放我自己。

有点疲倦的感觉 但应该还熬得过去

忽然想起往事，心里的感觉感到些许的复杂

我不懂得处理这些感觉，能做的是让时间把这些感觉带走。

虽然说我早已经把爱情放在一旁 专注事业。

但偶尔朋友会告诉我说应该珍惜前面的一切

朋友们，我不是不珍惜，是我没有机会去珍惜

也或许机会曾经出现而我却不屑去珍惜

我不想做选择，干脆就让自己没有选择的机会吧！

我体验到自己喜欢的女生喜欢其他男生的感觉。

Steve

6:50AM

PV6 Condo

Girl with lies

I would like to know what is the feeling of one if there is someone important lies to him?

Girl, please continue with your lies.

I will have hard feeling about this, but I will never tell her.

I won't angry, but, I won't forget about the lies.

Time goes, I'm in difficulty

As title, I'm in some difficulties.

but fortunately, I won some will of the people.

These make me goes over my difficulty.

I don't know what to say, or how to say.

I have truly experience the darkness of Malaysia's society.

Today he may be your good partners/ friends, tomorrow he may attack you from other where.

Who knows?

I'm alone, still alone, always alone. To fight all the bad things.

People might blame me why go out to this society so early.

Try earlier, experience earlier.

I learned, how to be careful. How to to protect myself.

Benefits are still the most important factor for businessman.

That's why I rather my friend called me Boss than businessman.

Benefits and profits are not everything for me.

But teamwork & the will of people stand the more important part.

For my latest news, I have no more working for the so called "ferrari“ owner - Jesson.

But I owned another 2 companies.

I think, I can do better than him.

Just because, I ain't businessman.

Hard moments will be gone soon...Strongly believe that.