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Friday, October 22, 2010

一个自我的我

最近我都有好多感想,

好多好多的想法想写在这里,
我想告诉全世界的人我的思想,
但是没有那么多的时间..
我相信总有一天 所有人都会听到的思想

黄明志是一个自我的人,
我和他不能相比,我的性格也很自我
我想暂时借用他的歌词来表达我自己

“我有我自己的梦 自己会走 就算再寂寞 请原谅我的冲动 我会好好过,
相信我还是我 我不怕暴雨狂风 将我淹没 毅然往前走 就算旅途再颠簸 我不能回头”

对了,我想说一说一个令我很开心的事情。
今天我向我的工作团体提出了一个增加管理和效率的方案,
所有人都支持实行这方案,
我感觉到少少的满足感。
有点遗憾的是,身边的朋友都不是这个世界的人。
他们应该无法理解。
不过没关系啦

这个星期六将一个人到遥远的槟城去做工,
有点担心呢!
尤其是回KL的路途中,应该会很累。



Steve
03:44AM
PV6 condo


Friday, October 15, 2010

这种感觉有些复杂

这一刻我电脑的时间是6:44AM

我还没有从工作中释放我自己。
有点疲倦的感觉 但应该还熬得过去
忽然想起往事,心里的感觉感到些许的复杂
我不懂得处理这些感觉,能做的是让时间把这些感觉带走。
虽然说我早已经把爱情放在一旁 专注事业。
但偶尔朋友会告诉我说应该珍惜前面的一切
朋友们,我不是不珍惜,是我没有机会去珍惜
也或许机会曾经出现而我却不屑去珍惜
我不想做选择,干脆就让自己没有选择的机会吧!
我体验到自己喜欢的女生喜欢其他男生的感觉。


Steve
6:50AM
PV6 Condo

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Girl with lies

I would like to know what is the feeling of one if there is someone important lies to him?

Girl, please continue with your lies.
I will have hard feeling about this, but I will never tell her.
I won't angry, but, I won't forget about the lies.


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Time goes, I'm in difficulty

As title, I'm in some difficulties.

but fortunately, I won some will of the people.
These make me goes over my difficulty.

I don't know what to say, or how to say.
I have truly experience the darkness of Malaysia's society.
Today he may be your good partners/ friends, tomorrow he may attack you from other where.
Who knows?

I'm alone, still alone, always alone. To fight all the bad things.
People might blame me why go out to this society so early.
Try earlier, experience earlier.

I learned, how to be careful. How to to protect myself.
Benefits are still the most important factor for businessman.

That's why I rather my friend called me Boss than businessman.
Benefits and profits are not everything for me.
But teamwork & the will of people stand the more important part.

For my latest news, I have no more working for the so called "ferrari“ owner - Jesson.
But I owned another 2 companies.

I think, I can do better than him.
Just because, I ain't businessman.

Hard moments will be gone soon...Strongly believe that.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

A little change in my life

Hey, look !


I can actually slept at 3am and woke up at 7.30am.
I was a little glad.. when I did that.
For almost half year I had never wake up at such earlier hour.

This is happened because I'm trying to make some changes to my life.
If I still don't make any changes, I guess.. my life still stop before 30.
Want me to say goodbye before 30? That's impossible.
The first thing I have to change - Sleeping Hour.

I'm sure that I had enough of sleeping hour everyday.
But there's another thing I can sure too which is my sleeping time.
How unstable is it, no comment can describe it.
Hopefully I can fix my sleeping period well everyday.
Trying to have a healthier life.

Besides, I accepted the new thing - Google Chrome.
It's new for me.

Steve
09:58AM
Pv6 Condo

Thursday, August 26, 2010

The caring between friends.

"Caring" is one of the most important topic in our life.
I have to admit that, I'm a newbie or maybe a what we called "noob" in this topic.

Recently, one of my friend is facing a huge problem in his life,
a very common but serious issue, which is about family.
Family problem can kill someone if he/she can't manage to face it.

I'm thinking how can I give the cares and helps to this friend.
The time I'm writing this blog, he is sleeping beside my computer.

What I can do is just give him some financial support,
or maybe try to provide him some solutions with my networks.

I hope this helps.
And i seriously hope his problem can be solved soon.

And because of his problem.
I had a little interact with my very old friend.
Previously we were a gang called "SML"
I know that we gonna be friends forever,
We are just leaving each other alone for temporary period.
To build a true friendship, there are a lot of barriers too.

Jason was trying to ask me to talk to Daryl,
I refused to. It's not that I'm stubborn.
I very understand about myself,
Before I leave, I left with empty promises,
He tried to put his heart to work together with me,
I failed and disappointed him.
Time by time, I grow up and have more understanding about business,life,friends,etc.
All the experiences would bring our SML to have better future,
I strongly believe that....

From the day I created Ensky, until the end of the world.
This belief is always stay strong, and I won't give up no matter what's going on.
It's about personal principal.
I will never back to Daryl with empty promises, I will only back.. with the results.
And yet, the result is not obvious and not achieved yet.
I hope I can do better. For my life, for ensky, for SML !

Great dreams are done by great people !

Steve
07:38AM
Pv6 Condo

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I don't need anyone & thinking

The title seems to be negative,
it shows my attitude perfectly, an arrogant human.
I'm full of myself, I don't listen to anyone, and yet.. is this fact?

I don't know how to define "over" and not sure whether am I over self-confidence.
How many people around me are telling me that and I have no feel to their words.
It's not because I don't listen to them, another words, it's all about the knowing of myself.
I know myself more than enough since I made clear of my direction of life.

When you think that I'm not listening to you, it doesn't mean your ideas not working,
but your attitude I have doubt.
I always prioritize the attitude of a person before the ideas.
Solution/idea is just a common sense if you don't mind to spare some time to think/discuss.
If there is problem in your attitude, I won't give a damn no matter is your idea working or not.
Prove the attitudes before prove the ideas. Else, idea will be an idea forever.

Log in to my facebook, how many of teenagers telling others they want to be successful man
Whenever I see this kind of message, my mind pop out 2 words "good lucks!"
I laugh at them, looking down at them.
Most of them have been influenced by all the books around.
The book that teaches you how to become a successful man in the world?
If that's so easy, everyone can be, and everyone can be the book's author.

I believe that everyone has a dream.
Dream doesn't mean you have to become successful in your career,
or creating something for the world.
It can be.. having an enjoyable life? or able to support your family a non-worries living area?
It's not necessary in being a billionaire.. or own a great property.

Let's make it simple,
one of my friend's dreams is hoping to have a romantic life with his girlfriend.
Simple, right? I hope I can have such simple dream too.
But, different people? different thinking of course.
In order to achieve a dream, it's more than simple.
Set yourself a clear direction, set the path for your dreams.
Don't ever complicate the things when they can be so simple.

Nobody needs anyone to help them to achieve their dreams.
Therefore, I don't need anyone.
A clear direction is what I need all the time.
Friends & family always a good supportive tools.
But, when you're too mind about the supportive, you will totally lost yourself.
Don't ever ask why there is nobody to support you, but ask what makes them not to support you?
At this point, I feel guilty because I'd never ask for a single support from anyone. It's just because I'm too believe in myself.


I have much of dreams.
1) Be a strong financial support among my family, friends & relatives.
2) Provide great career opportunity to my team members.
3) Travel the world.
4) Develop green buildings & cities.
5) Telling the girl I love her. Yes, just tell her. Not asking for a relationship with her.

So.. what is my direction?
Group up all the dreams and there is 1 important factor among them, which is money.
Simple enough, get as much money as I can.
This is my direction and the ONLY direction. No doubt !

Path?
It's always very hard to set up the path. And I strongly believe that there are many problems will come out during your paths to your directions.
But no worries, if you have the clear direction, no problem is going to be a problem for you.
For me? I know my path to my direction very well.
I strongly believe that my dreams are going to be achieved by me soon.

"Entrepreneur" or "businessman" is just a term for those people who don't know themselves well.
Don't be stubborn on the terms of "entrepreneur/business". It's not a necessary point.
BE yourself. Achievement tells things.
They called you entrepreneur? It means nothing. Just a term of address.

I was thinking to share this post to the public.. but.. hmm.. love low-profile ^.^



Steve
05:56AM
Pv6 Condo